Thursday, June 22, 2006
@ 1:49 AM
hmmm. today was..relatively fun..
started the day at 7.. went to furama CITY CENTER.. damn..
was supposed to be furama RIVER FRONT la.
lost 5 bucks):
den arrived there for e iag3 booster session..
rara was TOO SOFT.
ya. and it was supposed to be like,
2 camps combined?
so ya. a bit disappointed la.
ya.. yi shu didin't come..
but the rest of my grp did..
ya den took rossie's grp as well.
was kinda shocked tt she got take a grp for tt course..
ya.. they were pretty LOW on energy..
hmmm. but were pretty smart ppl..
their mindmaps and stuff were nice((:
ya.. kinda sad my grp like little change in dem..
wells at least they've seen wat's wrong wif dem so mayb, jus mayb one day they might change..
hahas like woeitang said they hit a lampost or a flowerpot drop on their head then they might wake up to their ideas..
aft tt GARY was talking so the coaches pretty much slacked arnd..
IT WAS COLD.
but nicole still took my jacket. lol damn cold la.
den crapped arnd wif her..
do nails and take photos..
ya. den she ah. kip giving me a wedgie. damn lilian. teach her.
yeah den SUDDENLY. gary said the session ended.
i was like, HUH?
ya so they left so fast i didn't even get to see most of them..
makes me wonder if this course has even impacted them at all?
ya.. oh wells.. so left wif yiyuan they all..
wanted to go orchard de but got stuff on and they took SO LONG to decide on wat to eat.. in the end spent like 1/2 hr doin nuttin.. haha. so popped by tiasa den left..
now i got this funny feeling again. it's like everytime camp ends, you feel empty and alone.
damn. it happens everytime..
plus i prob wun be coaching in sept so feeling even mre sadd)):
it's gonna be a long half year..
sometimes i even wonder to myself y i coach..
everytime settle down to my old lifestyle den i haf to go there and be happy for a few days den feel crappy again.. DAMN.
wow. can't believe 5 days changed my perspective of life.
jus studied reali long. until like, 10 mins ago.. WOW.
gonna acheivev my target tis time((:
NO REGRETS.
SOMEBODY SAVE ME