sry peeps. so long nv blog liaos. so. recent times have struck me hard. why am i doing this, day by day? people who treat me like trash. why can't i just settle down? all these things, all that effort, gone in a moment? tragic.
and as i go to sleep at night, i wonder, if you'll ever be by my side? i'd do anything, but i don't know what.


yeah. and frm ytd, i ain't gonna entertain those fball girls already. don't they think? it's not my damn tournament. it's not my skills. i am doing my best to get them straight and maybe mr soon will let them play in a tournament.hell. they don't even bring thier stick. 1 they dun haf. 2 i tell them to borrow, they dun bother. 3 fball is v low on their priorities. fuk. i was even going to arrange a friendly one day. but NO. they had the choice to come. they didn't. f-ed up excuses saying they cannot leave. wth. i HEARD her say CAn leave IF YOU WANT. i guess they didn't uh. oh well. it's not my business anymore. but credits to CASSANDRA, for being at most of e trainings(: mayb cos of gary. oh well. lol. at least she's there.

i got a lot of screwed up stuff in my life now. i'll write about it maybe sometime. now common test coming. i dun wanna add to the troubles =/

i need you to make it all better. and let the sun shine in my life once again.