here i am again. venting my anger on this blog. so don't expect it to be happy.it started frm tues. aft a f-ed up day at skool, thot i could have a nice time in fball. but onli cass and mich came. the rest, well you noe la.
on wed. had to freakin teach classes acers la. der 3h hpt ppl got help(:
so it wasn't as bad as i thot it would be.
aft skool go ben's hse.watched ppl play DotA. i like WATCHING. and i tyco conquered ALL in monopoly(:oh yeah(:
at nite i sat down and thot abt the troubles i had now and why i was goin thru all this pain.
then i remembered. i can't control what i am in now. but i can change how i REACT and RESPOND(:
i sought to change for the better, and made up with the ppl i had wronged, and thanked those who were by me all the while.
i felt good, i guess. i thot it was finally gonna change.
today aft skool dunno where the f kamesh went, cos actually wanted to go mac eat de.nvm.
when i got home, i went online. had an interesting conversation.
apparently the one who caused my life to get screwed in the first place was someone i had NEVER thought it would be. hell i don't talk bad abt you.never. so why did you have to do this to me? it hurt, and i never knew you could do that to me.
so i really ddunno now what to do with my life. everything i do doesn't work. the only peace i have are two sources. one is in my dreams, where i just SLEEP, and the other is with HER. but even now she seems so far away, when i needed you most):