I HAD IT ALL.
for once in my life, i thought i would finally be happy. but in the last 48 hours,
I LOST IT ALL.
lets start off wif handover.
after a GREAT TIME at e amazing race, (COLIN treat bubble tea lol(: we(sec3s) were still smiling and chatting, pretty much excited abt wat was to come. heh. did tings fast, ran my guts out during the ceremony thou. cos it was pretty much a pure panic for me la. it was, well i can't complain, and they said it was a standard marker for the next years, cos it was supposedly very good.hahs. tt's fine. congrats to the 2007 KAH thou.then play soccer wif pinwen, kahwee,reagen,wilson tan the fatass, and pretty much all hpt GUYS. scored ONE. assist 2. rahs. VERY FUN. got a leg cramp thou.LOL.
then kena scolded for playing. frankly, i dunch giv two hoots la.
den debrief say i nv go for fuckg meetings. wth. i go almost all lurhs. onli last week is my mom dunch let me out de lehhs. nvm la. go so many oso no use. nobody noes de wat. den ok loh. wun waste my time anymore. den a caertain person say like i no use lidat. so i concluded tt all of tt effort, was ABSOLUTELY a waste of time. oh wells.
dun giv me anymore roles cos firstly i'm prob useless as all of you noe.and i ain't givin a crap. so if ya wan a half past two job den giv it to me la. hah.serious.
den today was utter misery.damn kamesh and ben. lets jus say tt ONCE AGAIN, they screwed up my life.
NOW I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE. CAUSE I"VE LOST IT ALL.
so you can do wat you want. i dun care. i've enuff pain thankyou very much.