hello!dam blog's been rotted sso much.
hhah, anyw been burying my head in world of warcraft since i can install it and o's was bad. yeap. sort of a way to prevent my life from being totally lousy, to me at least,

know what? i thought we could be. thought you were diff. do you have any idea how much it hurts?
endless nights hoping waiting for you to come back.
then one night, i realised. i was in love, with your memory. the you that cared. the you that took my hand. the you that took away my pain. th you that loved. maybe this person still is in you somewhere.i don't know, and i seriously doubt. but either way. i miss her.

o's is soo fucked. got like 12. which i freaking lost to people that asked me to teach them, bah. what does all that matter anyw
i freaking worked my ass off. just to do this. ONE SHOT. and i missed.i'm not worried abt anyone's approval.nor is it anyone's way that they looked at me. the thing is. i disappointed myself. god. HOW IS IT THAT YOU CAN HAVE THE HEART TO DO THIS TO ME. damn it.this is actually why i wow-ed again. no point studying and rocking all the way but falling when it matters.


LIFE SUCKS. welcome to prove me otherwise.